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Today is one of those days you just want to give up. Where you start off seeing where your hard work and dedication has so paid off.. I'm where I think I want and need to be, I feel like I'm seeing changes in my body and I'm PROUD of myself, my classes are finally giving me information I need that I wanted to know, that I know I can be good at, and I have a goal - a beautiful 2013 Honda PCX150 scooter that is a dream to me for $3,000... and finally, a good phone interview and a solid promise for an in-person interview for an amazing job which pays GOOD that might help me finally realize my goals and attain them... then in 5minutes, all of the hope and promise and wonderfulness you've experienced gets smushed down. Trivialized. And you're left with a gaping hole that everything you've worked for means nothing to the person you want to impress the most. So... that's my day.